Hyolyn absolutely doesn’t disappoint with her first solo album. i expected a lot from her and she delivered with a variety of songs that all showcased her character. i’m really impressed with her “Lonely” music video (“One Way Love” was great as well) as it offered something fresh in the k-pop scene and it really hit me hard. people argue that she is masking her loneliness through happiness, but i see it as her accepting the facts and moving on, so it’s showcasing her true happiness dotted with the struggles. watching this definitely brought back a lot of tough memories from earlier this semester.
this woman is absolutely worth checking out. i surely don’t like most k-pop, but people really shouldn’t be dismissing k-pop entirely when there are those few individuals/groups like her that always deliver and aren’t afraid to step outside of the box.
- me: and there was that piece of white square in descubre...
- xris: lol racist!! that's kinda like saying "that brown square"
- me: crisped brown from the beach!!
- xris: hi welcome to the tanning salon how do you want to be tanned today? CRISPED BROWN FROM THE BEACH!
hoppin on a plane back to the Bay a little over 12 hours. i’m excited but also dreading other things. more excited than dreading obviously.
dreading the work i still have to work on over break cuz i neglected that shit and also having to deal with family. it’s such a drag sometimes especially with my mother whom i haven’t spoken to since she threw a hissy fit over my haircut. she can yell all she wants but if she wants to ruin my break over trivial shit again i swear i will just stay with my grandparents again. bringing a lock also and locking up my suitcase. it is psychotic the fact that she threw out literally my whole wardrobe minus one t-shirt. this way she can’t fuck with MY shit. she has to understand it isn’t about her! ugh can’t even risk bringing boxers. have to sacrifice my comfort for the sake of peace.
but i’m excited to see everybody i’ve missed and also to rekindle connections that have grown dormant. also excited ti witness how far i’ve come physically and i have already planned runs i will be doing around Cupertino. final food pit stops = the ultimate motivators. visiting MC will also be a highlight as that program gave so much to me and i can’t wait to see how far my homies came along and to laugh and be crazy with them again. i always get so excited here when i mention MC and how much everybody and Mike and Trish made me want to go to school again and realize that an environment like that is what school is all about. catching up with Mr. C will also be cool, can’t wait to hear his advice as always.
i think for now a week is an appropriate amount of time for me to return. i haven’t been away long enough yet and i know that there is so much more of Central New York that i haven’t explored yet. sure Syracuse as a down may be dead but it has its highlights and there’s shit to see nearby. after a week the likelihood of my mom exploding will be enough to send me packing for my own independence.
ready to finish off the semester with a good GPA, good AROTC standing, and an improved self. this break has long been comin tho and i’ll def try to enjoy it as best as i can. hope y’all enjoy your breaks too!
80s Warrior’s Record , The Completed Collection
A personal project of mixing video games from the 80s with ukiyoe style since 2009.
Prints available at my storenvy!
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wah this show tho
success comes at a price. we can become so engulfed in our passions that we grow impenetrable as we go on to chase the next project, the next big thing.
and when we finally end up reaching out we find ourselves longing. longing for someone who can understand but we are all just busy anyway.
i just wanna drive around and land in someplace new again.
a little bit